Everyone is a dork. They may not admit it or want the world to know, and that is okay. Today I certainly had my dorky moments... I slept in until 9, I let my hair go curly, I wore mismatched bright colored pajamas all day, spent several hours crocheting while watching Friends, and had several Tootsie Roll Pops. All in all, it was a relaxing Sunday.
I'm a firm believer that when you go "dorky," your true personality comes out. You see your true colors. Why many people are ashamed to hide this aspect of themselves, I'll never understand. This is when you can be yourself and, in my case, relax. Oftentimes this is when I become creative and "artsy fartsy" as my family likes to call it. Most of my paintings and projects were done in moments of dorkiness.
Each person is different. Paul plays video games and preps for his Dragons & Dungeon games with his friends. He is slightly embarrassed by this, but is getting better. He no longer immediately hides his book when I walk by. I know to leave him alone when I see him hovering over books about wizards, just like he knows to leave me alone when he sees me messing around with paints.
I don't think I truly became comfortable in being myself and embracing my dorkiness until Australia. This was my first trip out of the country. It was my first major trip by myself. Australia was a lot of "firsts" for me. When I left for Sydney, I was a confident, yet awkward and somewhat shy 21 year old woman. When I returned, I was a confident, ambitious, brave 21 year old comfortable with herself and ready to tackle on the next adventure.
During my time in Oz, I had many "moments."

This is one of my favorite pictures of all times. It oozes dorkiness. I should be mortified, but its just fascinating to me that I was perfectly happy with my picture being taken with hair in my face, my leg awkwardly up in the air, my balance not quite perfect, and a goofy grin on my face.
On that particular day, I was in the middle of a camping trip on the beach for 5 days. It was such a glorious time, spending morning, afternoon, and night on the beach and/or in the water. I read a 1200 page book in 3 days flat while laying on the soft sand on the beach. It was heaven. (This is a perfect example of how I truly relax when I'm traveling.) No wonder I'm so happy and goofy in this picture.

As a result of 5 days straight on the beach under the hole in the Ozone layer, I had the most nastiest sunburn of my entire existence. I did my best in ignoring my seemly permanent lobster-red skin and wore a matching red tank top for the next few weeks. It was the only thing I could wear that didnt rub in the wrong places. I looked like an idiot. Just looking at the picture makes me twitch. (click on the picture only if you dare...)
I still have my tan lines, more than 5 years later.

This is a lovely picture of Jonathan and myself on a charter fishboat. He took me deep sea fishing off the West Coast and we had a blast. This was after my little sunburn fiasco, so I decided to ignore my vanity and opt for safety. Don't you just love our matching hats? Great times!
Now looking back, I wish I looked like that still, despite my dorky hat. *sigh*
Not only did I have my dorky moments, I also had my cool moments.

How many people can say that they've had not only one but TWO adult Diamond Python snakes draped around their neck in a garage in suburban Australia? As you can see by my facial expression, I'm freaked by the whole idea but kinda excited that I am actually doing it!
(Jonathan's sister worked with an Alligator wrestler. He had a whole collection of snakes, alligators, crocodiles and other reptiles in his garage. It was very interesting, to say at the least...)

During our camping trip, I spent hours and hours learning how to surf. I am proud to say that after days of practicing, I finally got to stand up on a board on a wave for an excruciating 15 seconds without falling down! If you squint at the picture, you can just barely see my goofy grin.


Australia is the home of the beautiful Opera House and its famous Harbour. Its truly a great place to go for vacation. Just be sure to pack plenty of sunblock and some relatively attractive tank tops. Also, be sure you have plenty of books to read on the endless beaches. It'd help if you're not afraid of snakes or crocodiles... they seem to be just everywhere, literally (even in innocent looking garages.)
As you can see, I survived my dorky moments in Australia. No one ran away screaming. No one fainted. My friends joined me in these moments, contributing their own quirks. As a result of that, I came home feeling more comfortable in my goofiness and my lobster-red skin.